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In "Until Silence Spoke," debut poet Rick Maderis transforms silence from absence into presence, creating what he calls "an archive of echoes" for anyone who has ever struggled to find their authentic voice. This isn't polite poetry—it's field research from the spaces between survival and speaking, offering maps made of scar tissue for those navigating their own journey to truth.

Born from late-night listening and spiritual encounters with fifteen distinct voices—from philosophers to prophets, liberators to tricksters—these poems refuse the comfort of easy answers. Instead, they offer something more valuable: permission to speak imperfectly, to hurt authentically, to exist without apology.

Maderis moves seamlessly between intimate revelation and social observation, from the burned streets of Portland to the sacred ground of scattered ashes on Santa Ana Peak. His voice carries the weight of Hollister, California roots, shaped by radio waves and kitchen table wisdom, yet speaks to universal experiences of finding oneself in a world that often demands silence.

Part spiritual memoir, part cultural commentary, part survival manual, "Until Silence Spoke" is for the overthinkers and underspeakers, the ones who wrote themselves free when no one was watching. These aren't just poems—they're pressure points beneath resistance, medicine in metaphor, and proof that the most necessary voices often come from the margins.

With echoes of Ross Gay's observational joy and Danez Smith's urgent truth-telling, Maderis has crafted a debut that reminds us: silence isn't emptiness—it's preparation for the moment when you finally speak from that deep place of earned wisdom.

BOOK 1: UNTIL SILENCE SPOKE

In "Until Silence Spoke," debut poet Rick Maderis transforms silence from absence into presence, creating "an archive of echoes" for anyone struggling to find their authentic voice. This isn't polite poetry—it's field research from the spaces between survival and speaking, offering maps made of scar tissue for those navigating their own journey to truth. Part spiritual memoir, part survival manual, "Until Silence Spoke" is for overthinkers and underspeakers who wrote themselves free when no one was watching. These aren't just poems—they're pressure points beneath resistance, medicine in metaphor, and proof that necessary voices often come from the margins. Maderis crafts a debut that reminds us: silence isn't emptiness—it's preparation for speaking from that deep place of hard-earned wisdom.

BOOK 2: AFTER THE LAST ECHO

"After the Last Echo" is a meditation on conscious masculinity and the architecture of love that emerges when we stop performing and start building. Rick Maderis explores what comes after finding your voice—the harder work of learning what to do with it. This collection examines the deliberate construction of relationships that prioritize repair over performance. Through intimate prose poetry, Maderis chronicles the journey from reactive thunder to intentional whisper, weaving together fatherhood, grief, therapeutic healing, and showing up authentically. Structured with mathematical precision—each piece crafted to personally significant word counts—the work includes vulnerable glimpses into therapy sessions, kitchen table conversations with his daughter, and partnership built on curiosity rather than control. This isn't a manual for perfection but a blueprint for conscious love—love that holds both storm and calm, chooses repair over righteousness. For anyone ready to build something housing both vulnerability and strength, this collection offers mirror and map.